Messing Up

I think a lot about Heaven - not in a morbid way, but in an excited, can't-wait-to be-there kind of way. One of the things I look forward to there is perfection. I really desire to do what pleases God here on this earth, but I mess up everyday - aaaaggh! I don't want to be the person I was few years ago (or last week). I want a gentler spirit, a more compassionate heart, deeper wisdom, and greater love.

This morning I yelled at the dog (for tracking mud on the NEW carpet!), was impatient with Madelyn about her shoes (or lack of), and was just a little grumpy about everything. I would love to blame it on the weather, but the truth is that I had a messed up morning.

In Heaven, I won't mess up, but here on Earth I still do. The good news is that God has begun a good work in me, and He will be faithful to complete it. More good news - when I recognize an ungodly behavior, I can choose to change. The same free will that gets me into trouble occasionally can also choose to do what is right and pleasing to God. I don't have to be stuck in my sinful condition. There is new hope every morning (or afternoon).

I am going to read my Bible, take a nap, and eat some candy. I feel better already!